I grew up with the space program, had pictures all over my room with the missions and thought (heck I still think) that Astronauts were the coolest people in the world. Back then I knew all the Astronauts names their wives names where they grew up etc. Sure what they did was dangerous, but except for the Apollo 1 tragedy which took the lives of Gus Grissom, Ed White, and Roger B. Chaffee it seemed very safe. Apollo One was still on the launch pad when a fire in the space capsule killed the three heroes on January 27th, 1967. Thankfully because it was a flight run-though test, the horrific tragedy not broadcast live.

Exactly 19 years and one day after the Apollo One disaster, there was another NASA mission that ended in horror. But the Space Shuttle Challenger seemed more horrific because it happened on live TV.

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At 11:38 a.m. EST, on January 28, 1986, I sat in a conference room with my colleagues as we watched the Space Shuttle Challenger lifted off from Cape Canaveral, Florida. On board were seven astronauts, Michael Smith, Dick Scobee, Judith Resnik, Ronald McNair, Ellison Onizuka, Gregory Jarvis, and Christa McAuliffe.

Christa McAuliffe a 37-year-old high school social studies teacher from New Hampshire,  was on her way to becoming the first ordinary U.S. civilian to travel into space.  She won a competition to be the first teacher in space.

As happened so many times before, the rocket engines on the bottom of the ship began to spit fire as the giant white cylinder carrying the space shuttle at first slowly was seen moving up into the sky.

Seventy-three seconds later, we stared in disbelief as the rocket taking the Challenger into space exploded and began to fall apart. The explosion was followed by what looked like two pincers of smoke going up for a bit and then curving down into the sea.  Nobody knows for sure but we have been told that most probably the seven astronauts were unconscious crew cabin spent the next two minutes falling downward, eventually hitting the ocean at 200mph.   There were no survivors.

For those of us who watched the Challenger disaster live, then over and over that day, and again over the past thirty-three years, the memory of the catastrophe is etched into our minds.

A few hours later President Reagan comforted a shocked country  in mourning.  For those of you too young to remember, below are Ronald Reagan’s comforting words to America and a video of his speech:

Ladies and gentlemen, I’d planned to speak to you tonight to report on the state of the Union, but the events of earlier today have led me to change those plans. Today is a day for mourning and remembering.

Nancy and I are pained to the core by the tragedy of the shuttle Challenger. We know we share this pain with all of the people of our country. This is truly a national loss.

Nineteen years ago, almost to the day, we lost three astronauts in a terrible accident on the ground. But we’ve never lost an astronaut in flight; we’ve never had a tragedy like this. And perhaps we’ve forgotten the courage it took for the crew of the shuttle; but they, the Challenger Seven, were aware of the dangers, but overcame them and did their jobs brilliantly. We mourn seven heroes: Michael Smith, Dick Scobee, Judith Resnik, Ronald McNair, Ellison Onizuka, Gregory Jarvis, and Christa McAuliffe. We mourn their loss as a nation together.

For the families of the seven, we cannot bear, as you do, the full impact of this tragedy. But we feel the loss, and we’re thinking about you so very much. Your loved ones were daring and brave, and they had that special grace, that special spirit that says, “Give me a challenge and I’ll meet it with joy.” They had a hunger to explore the universe and discover its truths. They wished to serve, and they did. They served all of us.

We’ve grown used to wonders in this century. It’s hard to dazzle us. But for 25 years the United States space program has been doing just that. We’ve grown used to the idea of space, and perhaps we forget that we’ve only just begun. We’re still pioneers. They, the members of the Challenger crew, were pioneers.

And I want to say something to the schoolchildren of America who were watching the live coverage of the shuttle’s takeoff. I know it is hard to understand, but sometimes painful things like this happen. It’s all part of the process of exploration and discovery. It’s all part of taking a chance and expanding man’s horizons. The future doesn’t belong to the fainthearted; it belongs to the brave. The Challenger crew was pulling us into the future, and we’ll continue to follow them.

I’ve always had great faith in and respect for our space program, and what happened today does nothing to diminish it. We don’t hide our space program. We don’t keep secrets and cover things up. We do it all up front and in public. That’s the way freedom is, and we wouldn’t change it for a minute.

We’ll continue our quest in space. There will be more shuttle flights and more shuttle crews and, yes, more volunteers, more civilians, more teachers in space. Nothing ends here; our hopes and our journeys continue.

I want to add that I wish I could talk to every man and woman who works for NASA or who worked on this mission and tell them: “Your dedication and professionalism have moved and impressed us for decades. And we know of your anguish. We share it.”

There’s a coincidence today. On this day 390 years ago, the great explorer Sir Francis Drake died aboard ship off the coast of Panama. In his lifetime the great frontiers were the oceans, and an historian later said, “He lived by the sea, died on it, and was buried in it.” Well, today we can say of the Challenger crew: Their dedication was, like Drake’s, complete.

The crew of the space shuttle Challenger honored us by the manner in which they lived their lives. We will never forget them, nor the last time we saw them, this morning, as they prepared for their journey and waved goodbye and “slipped the surly bonds of earth” to “touch the face of God.”